manly aud

Hi manly audrey.

'Cause I believe things will get better.

God ain't treating me bad.

He just wants me to go through all these tough stuffs so I could be wiser.

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Things were overwhelming these days.

Big things were fine.

Things that bother us the most are usually the small things that took place in life.

I've been feeling so weak having all these little trivial things on my back.

Please, at least for once.

Don't make me feel like a dork putting my trust on you.

Don't break it.

Even if I believe people could be accepted back,

but you first have to know,

it takes courage.

And,

it has it's limits too.

Last page of July'12

July wasn't that bad.
At least.. I would say it's a productive month though.
Filled with activities,
and also had some chemistry bonding with
some of my classmates.

Glad to know them more before leaving this school.
^^

Hope August will be treating me better.

Peace out!
xoxo.

It's a tough day.

Sometimes, 

Life tend to make us grow bit by bit going through some hard & tough pathways.

I'm glad you both made it for each other.

Being there when you both each other the most.

Knowing who to rely on when you bump into any circumstances. 

Ma hensem sonz & pwetty daughter in law. ^^

I'm glad too,

to realize who we actually could rely on when we run into trouble.

I love all of youuu.

I really feel like a mummy who can stand on my own feet,

when you guys are calling me mamie.

lul.

I'm a good mamie yo!

Appreciate me! :3

PEACE OUT

with

LOTS OF LOVE.

IF

 One day,

If you're feeling upset and needed someone to talk to,

I don't promise to make you happy but

I promise to be by your side, quietly listen to you.

If you wanna run away from reality for the moment,

I don't promise to make you stay but

I promise I could run along with you.

If you need to weep,
I don't promise to make you filled with laughters but
I promise I'll be there to wipe off your tears.

If....

Culinary challenge 2012!

My weekend is well spent with the lovelies. :-****

We took part in this culinary challenge @Taylor's lakeside campus.

We thought it would be the most difficult moment in our life while cooking in the kitchen,

but unexpectedly, it turned out quite well.

We even had time to chill there and look at our so called "neighbours",

busy fighting for victory and also could actually taste their food,

by inhaling the scrumptious smell of it in the air wtf.

Chris and I's creation.

Hmm.

We're not really expert in it,

so.. we didn't get into the grand finale.

Whatever it is, good day is still good! :)

Ciao!

Hope you enjoyed your weeked too! ;)

I speak, you sit.

Like what I'd expected. 

I'd missed the carnival due to my terrible management skills.

Anyway, I would still say it's a very productive day.

I got lectured a little this morning.

Technically, discussing upon my big big test of the year.

I should really really stop procrastinating.

Glad that I've stick back to my old routine nowadays.

Should really work hard for trials!

Decided not to go to HK on midsept.

I rather choose to bring the house down with my trials results.

Screw negativities.
Been exhaling it everywhere.


Now.

Bear me a moment to talk about my mum.

The person who gave me a chance to step into this world,
who showers me with much love and blessings,
at the same time fear I might have the potential of turning into little rotten monster,
due to the unconditional love she pamper me with.

I'm glad to reassure her,

I'm all good.

Well educated with good manners and never lack of love.

For those who don't know,
she might sound like a crazily strict woman to you.
I wanna prove you wrong.

Trust me.

 She gives us all what a teenager should have,
or more than that,
as long as you don't go beyond her limits.

She would also never abide us to do things unwillingly.

But,
that doesn't mean she's not aware on what we're doing.
She does, just that she put full trust on us.
She believes we'll make up our own decision wisely.

Of course,
no man is perfect.
We would come up with foolish decision at times.
She will be there to guide and nurture us.
Soon, it'd brought
 all these wrong choices we made to a right place.

Hmm,
you wouldn't be success without having the taste of failure.
Ain't it?

So, I don't allow you to badmouth her or,
 you get A FUCKING TIGHT SLAP on the face.

I also wanna thank her for always being supportive towards my everything.
She would always be the audience in my theater,
 no matter how happy or dull my storyline could be. 

She is a part time nagger, I would say.
Could be really really annoying at times even my dad finds it irritating wtf.

She might be the longest nail in me but still the one who's always keeping me straight up.
All the mumblings actually have their own hidden reasons behind.

 I know I may be a scumbag, letting her down from time to time.

I apologize for that.

Whatever it is,
I still love you mum.

Peace out with love.

Shine on me

Hi June, welcoming you with a warming, sweet smile in the morning.

June, you better be lovely k? Iloveyou/x

Starting off my first day of the month in OU.

I was wandering around by myself before meeting my friends.

Walking around this familiar place,time really flies.

The days my mum needed to hold my little hand to walk around this place.

The time where she would pinkie me to get me the latest CDs for pokemon.

The moment she would get me an ice cream to swept away the rolling tears on the cheek.

Now, I'm big enough to walk around this place alone.

Without worrying whether I'll be missing or needing to beg my mum to buy me toys.

Anyhow,

There is still this little reluctancy to grow up in me, 

asking,

"Can time please slow down for a moment?"

I wonder if others felt the same too.

Sadly, time waits for no man. 

All the ugly truths start to reveal their true colours as we grow older.

The fluffy unicorns over the rainbow, Cinderella with her magical pumpkin,

those beautiful little things we thought it would exist in life seem to slowly fade away.

Life ain't easy.

I wonder if I could bear with this and learnt my mistakes from all my yesterdays.

Life doesn't always shine,

it only sparkles on those who are eager to fight for their tomorrow.

So, why am I still here stoning.

Gotta get going!

Fighting!!

xoxo.

530

So, other than 520. There's 530 I realized lol.

I saw some people quoted 530 as I miss you. So yeah..

I had a good day today.

Fyi, I spent my entire morning at school for the practice.

Surprisingly, everything turned out quite well.  *crosses fingers*

Teacher praised us and said we did improve which is a very nice thing for us to know.

Hehe. ^^
I'm happy.
I hope everything will also be fine during the competition.
I was regretting for taking part in this before that.
Hmm now, I'm feeling neutral.
Felt lucky to participate in this activity too, you know, my last high school year. :P

A good beginning must always comes with a happy ending.

So, Kee Sern called and asked us out to The Curve.

Thank god my tuition class was canceled,

if not I wouldn't have this chance to have this happy ending for today.

So, Jia Shin, Wan Row, Kee Sern and I seem to team up into a gang.

It's always four of us who are free to go out together.

K. It's a good thing. I like it.

Although our plans are always unplanned and last minute, I'm fine with it.

You know, things always seem to turn out better unplanned sometimes.

That's all for today I guess.

Ciao!

Mid Break!

So,

how was holidays peeps? :p

Mine was fine. It seems like it's gonna be like another boring dull holiday which is kinda sad lul. ._.

I hope I'll have a splendid two weeks break.

Studies and play time will be even.

I don't wanna study all day nor party all night.

I just want both to be even and that will do.

Perhaps I should make lasagna and ask the girls to come over.
Or maybe we'll go to dpc to have steamboat. :9

Hehe ^^

Okay.

That's all.

Buhbye. 

Have a great weekend! :]

Mid terms is finally over. *\(.__.)/*

But I'm still showing the derp face with my pom pom lollermuch.

I guess it's partially because of my oversleeping during exams and my superextrapower nap during the noon.

I should stop myself from takin naps like seriously, it worsen my eyebags somehow. fml.

So, what are the up coming plans during this 2 week break? ^^

I've been telling myself to study for trials.

Too bad the inner devious me is thinking of going on a backpack trip.

I would like to do it alone, ya' know since I don't really have anyone who could tag along in my mind.

I wanna go to beach baby! And probably taste all the nice food around the world. 

That's so... uhmm, exactly what I've been craving for.

What else? 

I wanna go cheong K with my buddies. That's a must k?

I wanna buy a DSLR wtf with the possibility of 1%.

I wanna buy a bag too.

I need to buy a bag.

You know, a nice cute one for me to carry my things along.

If you've been friends with me for quite some time,

you would probably know I'm those type of girl who carries a lot of stuffs no matter where I go. 

-___________-

Ikr.

Tissue paper, water bottle, purse, handphone, wet tissue, candies(once in a while?), mosquito cream.

And.. Idk, there's always a lot of things I must carry around me.

I'll even bring my umbrella sometimes.

The reason I don't like small bags. Uhmm..

Saw some eye catching bags, I would like to share with you guys. :p

The two brands I'm currently in love with.

Juicy Couture

 Kipling

I kinda realize I only have two things in my wish list but they both are so costly. 

This is the bomb.

Shall start saving money.

PEACE OUT!

160512

Can't really wait til midterm's over. I need to start my driving lessons as soon as possible. I have tons of WGM episodes waiting for me. I need to collect my colour pens. I need to go shopping.

Spm is really a pain in the ass. I can't wait til it's over. I wanna go travel. My first station would probably be Macau or Taiwan. It might be Pulau Pangkor as well since my school mates had suggested to have a 2 days 3 nights trip over there. I can't wait to have fun.

I think I have a lot of plans after spm. Can't wait to kick this shit aside and have fun. 

Ohhwell.

I'm having moral and maths exam tomorrow.

Wish me luck!