I speak, you sit.

Like what I'd expected. 

I'd missed the carnival due to my terrible management skills.

Anyway, I would still say it's a very productive day.

I got lectured a little this morning.

Technically, discussing upon my big big test of the year.

I should really really stop procrastinating.

Glad that I've stick back to my old routine nowadays.

Should really work hard for trials!

Decided not to go to HK on midsept.

I rather choose to bring the house down with my trials results.

Screw negativities.
Been exhaling it everywhere.


Now.

Bear me a moment to talk about my mum.

The person who gave me a chance to step into this world,
who showers me with much love and blessings,
at the same time fear I might have the potential of turning into little rotten monster,
due to the unconditional love she pamper me with.

I'm glad to reassure her,

I'm all good.

Well educated with good manners and never lack of love.

For those who don't know,
she might sound like a crazily strict woman to you.
I wanna prove you wrong.

Trust me.

 She gives us all what a teenager should have,
or more than that,
as long as you don't go beyond her limits.

She would also never abide us to do things unwillingly.

But,
that doesn't mean she's not aware on what we're doing.
She does, just that she put full trust on us.
She believes we'll make up our own decision wisely.

Of course,
no man is perfect.
We would come up with foolish decision at times.
She will be there to guide and nurture us.
Soon, it'd brought
 all these wrong choices we made to a right place.

Hmm,
you wouldn't be success without having the taste of failure.
Ain't it?

So, I don't allow you to badmouth her or,
 you get A FUCKING TIGHT SLAP on the face.

I also wanna thank her for always being supportive towards my everything.
She would always be the audience in my theater,
 no matter how happy or dull my storyline could be. 

She is a part time nagger, I would say.
Could be really really annoying at times even my dad finds it irritating wtf.

She might be the longest nail in me but still the one who's always keeping me straight up.
All the mumblings actually have their own hidden reasons behind.

 I know I may be a scumbag, letting her down from time to time.

I apologize for that.

Whatever it is,
I still love you mum.

Peace out with love.