manly aud

Hi manly audrey.

'Cause I believe things will get better.

God ain't treating me bad.

He just wants me to go through all these tough stuffs so I could be wiser.

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Things were overwhelming these days.

Big things were fine.

Things that bother us the most are usually the small things that took place in life.

I've been feeling so weak having all these little trivial things on my back.

Please, at least for once.

Don't make me feel like a dork putting my trust on you.

Don't break it.

Even if I believe people could be accepted back,

but you first have to know,

it takes courage.

And,

it has it's limits too.

Last page of July'12

July wasn't that bad.
At least.. I would say it's a productive month though.
Filled with activities,
and also had some chemistry bonding with
some of my classmates.

Glad to know them more before leaving this school.
^^

Hope August will be treating me better.

Peace out!
xoxo.

It's a tough day.

Sometimes, 

Life tend to make us grow bit by bit going through some hard & tough pathways.

I'm glad you both made it for each other.

Being there when you both each other the most.

Knowing who to rely on when you bump into any circumstances. 

Ma hensem sonz & pwetty daughter in law. ^^

I'm glad too,

to realize who we actually could rely on when we run into trouble.

I love all of youuu.

I really feel like a mummy who can stand on my own feet,

when you guys are calling me mamie.

lul.

I'm a good mamie yo!

Appreciate me! :3

PEACE OUT

with

LOTS OF LOVE.

IF

 One day,

If you're feeling upset and needed someone to talk to,

I don't promise to make you happy but

I promise to be by your side, quietly listen to you.

If you wanna run away from reality for the moment,

I don't promise to make you stay but

I promise I could run along with you.

If you need to weep,
I don't promise to make you filled with laughters but
I promise I'll be there to wipe off your tears.

If....

Culinary challenge 2012!

My weekend is well spent with the lovelies. :-****

We took part in this culinary challenge @Taylor's lakeside campus.

We thought it would be the most difficult moment in our life while cooking in the kitchen,

but unexpectedly, it turned out quite well.

We even had time to chill there and look at our so called "neighbours",

busy fighting for victory and also could actually taste their food,

by inhaling the scrumptious smell of it in the air wtf.

Chris and I's creation.

Hmm.

We're not really expert in it,

so.. we didn't get into the grand finale.

Whatever it is, good day is still good! :)

Ciao!

Hope you enjoyed your weeked too! ;)

I speak, you sit.

Like what I'd expected. 

I'd missed the carnival due to my terrible management skills.

Anyway, I would still say it's a very productive day.

I got lectured a little this morning.

Technically, discussing upon my big big test of the year.

I should really really stop procrastinating.

Glad that I've stick back to my old routine nowadays.

Should really work hard for trials!

Decided not to go to HK on midsept.

I rather choose to bring the house down with my trials results.

Screw negativities.
Been exhaling it everywhere.


Now.

Bear me a moment to talk about my mum.

The person who gave me a chance to step into this world,
who showers me with much love and blessings,
at the same time fear I might have the potential of turning into little rotten monster,
due to the unconditional love she pamper me with.

I'm glad to reassure her,

I'm all good.

Well educated with good manners and never lack of love.

For those who don't know,
she might sound like a crazily strict woman to you.
I wanna prove you wrong.

Trust me.

 She gives us all what a teenager should have,
or more than that,
as long as you don't go beyond her limits.

She would also never abide us to do things unwillingly.

But,
that doesn't mean she's not aware on what we're doing.
She does, just that she put full trust on us.
She believes we'll make up our own decision wisely.

Of course,
no man is perfect.
We would come up with foolish decision at times.
She will be there to guide and nurture us.
Soon, it'd brought
 all these wrong choices we made to a right place.

Hmm,
you wouldn't be success without having the taste of failure.
Ain't it?

So, I don't allow you to badmouth her or,
 you get A FUCKING TIGHT SLAP on the face.

I also wanna thank her for always being supportive towards my everything.
She would always be the audience in my theater,
 no matter how happy or dull my storyline could be. 

She is a part time nagger, I would say.
Could be really really annoying at times even my dad finds it irritating wtf.

She might be the longest nail in me but still the one who's always keeping me straight up.
All the mumblings actually have their own hidden reasons behind.

 I know I may be a scumbag, letting her down from time to time.

I apologize for that.

Whatever it is,
I still love you mum.

Peace out with love.

Shine on me

Hi June, welcoming you with a warming, sweet smile in the morning.

June, you better be lovely k? Iloveyou/x

Starting off my first day of the month in OU.

I was wandering around by myself before meeting my friends.

Walking around this familiar place,time really flies.

The days my mum needed to hold my little hand to walk around this place.

The time where she would pinkie me to get me the latest CDs for pokemon.

The moment she would get me an ice cream to swept away the rolling tears on the cheek.

Now, I'm big enough to walk around this place alone.

Without worrying whether I'll be missing or needing to beg my mum to buy me toys.

Anyhow,

There is still this little reluctancy to grow up in me, 

asking,

"Can time please slow down for a moment?"

I wonder if others felt the same too.

Sadly, time waits for no man. 

All the ugly truths start to reveal their true colours as we grow older.

The fluffy unicorns over the rainbow, Cinderella with her magical pumpkin,

those beautiful little things we thought it would exist in life seem to slowly fade away.

Life ain't easy.

I wonder if I could bear with this and learnt my mistakes from all my yesterdays.

Life doesn't always shine,

it only sparkles on those who are eager to fight for their tomorrow.

So, why am I still here stoning.

Gotta get going!

Fighting!!

xoxo.